This afternoon about 5 PM Katy started with another migraine. I want to scream out at God sometimes and say, “Isn’t she suffering enough?” Paul Burton and Paul just carried her up the stairs and I have just had words with God. I am so thankful that I trust Him enough to be truly honest with Him. I know He won’t cast me away from His presence, I know He will not hold this against me. Being God the Father and God the Son, He has experienced frantic women for Himself in Mary and Martha when He walked among us.
Several members of our church came over to our house to pray with us this evening. We know we need divine wisdom, so they came to pray for that, and healing for Katy. Her treatment is not giving her an ounce of relief. Katy’s endurance is at an all time low. But her peace is unfailing and she feels secure.
I was listening to a CD our Pastor had recommended and the words to this song ring true today:
How long Oh Lord will you forget me?
How long Oh Lord will you look the other way?
Look on me and answer, Oh God my Father.
Be a light in my darkness before the evening falls.
But I trust in your unfailing love,